12-09-2009; facebook statuses

Don't wear your heart on your Facebook status.
It's not flattering & it's usually overly
emotional & no one really cares.

Especially when you're making an anonymous shout out
to your "haters". Yeah, they probably don't hate you
that much & it's more obvious why they would dislike you
if you're doing all your smack talk via a computer device.

Second; why are you even friends with the people you're hating
on? You must be if you're putting it in your facebook status..
You obviously want them to see it & it's just uncalled for.

Long story short?
Build a bridge & get over it.

Until Something Truly Revolutionary,
Jenye

12-06-2009; ode to 'fence sitters'

Side note: Make a wish. It's 11:11 right now. Always a good time.




I am starting out this ode by saying this; I normally do what I can to keep this blog crap & drama free because let's face it - it's not even worth it & I have way more to be thankful for than to actually sit here in complain, BUT, with that being said, I have my moments & lets just say it's rounding that time & I'm going to do it - blog style. It's not like this gets read anyway, so I'll take my moment & run with it.

My definition of a 'fence sitter', it's not Webster, but whatev; an individual or set of people that will not take a stand on anything & basically act as though it's all gravy for them & they couldn't care less.

Seen one? Oh we all have & sometimes I can take them - I mean I'm never fond of them, but in small doses it's something I can handle. Well, lets just say I have had way more than a small dose lately and I'm truly ready to hang them all up by their toes until they decide they actually give a DARN about something (see that, I didn't even curse...& I so wanted too). I'm a pretty outspoken person & I pride myself on that. Now, I'm not always right - as much as I hate that fact, but you'll at least know where I stand or where you stand in my eyes. I don't do fake very well & I've never been a good sugarcoater so maybe this is why these individuals drive me absolutely up a wall. I guess in my mind fence sitters are right up there with liars because that's basically what they're doing. Okay, I shouldn't say all - in THIS specific situation that's what this individual is doing. They have an opinion & their actions speak so much louder than words & as far as I can see all we have is a coward on our hands.

I'm not doing details, because lets be honest; this is for my venting purposes only & I do not need details - I got 'em & they really just tick me off. I think what bothers me the most is that it bothers me at all. Does that make sense? I mean it should bother me now that I have a loved one involved, but seriously I just want to lay this person & most of the time another individual involved, flat on the ground, but then again they are both bigger than me - I'd get my tush handed to me. I just want to shake 'em & then kick 'em in the shine in hopes that'll wake 'em up, but it won't. Dumber than a box of rocks - seriously.

Okay. That was enough whiny, childish venting & was really unnecessary.

On the bright side: Christmas is soon, Finals & Break is even sooner, Going to Las Vegas with my most favorite peeps in the world for New Year's, I have Jon's Christmas almost done, it's going to snow soon, I have fantastically talented & amazing friends, FRIENDS never ceases to make me laugh, watched Dazed & Confused today, wore enough makeup to cover a country (probably even a big one) for 7 performances this weekend, Jon gave me pink roses today :), I'm falling more in love with country music, diet soda runs my life, homework is (basically) done, I think my internship is lined up (hopefully), winter means cute boots & scarfs everyone on everyone - it's fantastic, laundry got done on Friday, I did the dishes(finally), bought pudding, Brad & Angie are on the outs (sorry, that's kinda mean), it's bed time, & lived to see another day.

Until Something Truly Revolutionary,
Jenye

11-21-2009; bella makes bad decisions.

Saw New Moon tonight. It was great & all, but obviously Bella makes bad decisions.

Case in Point:


Who in their right mind would pick Edward 'I have pasty semi-abs' Cullen over THIS?!
That's just my only complaint with the movie. Well, I already knew this was coming since I've read the books, but it's still so upsetting! I would pick warmblooded over cold any day; plus - Jacob has a PULSE & doesn't plan on taking yours from you at any moment.

-end fangirl moment-

Until Something Truly Revolutionary,
Jenye

11-18-2009; sometimes it's the rain.

I don't know about where you're at, but here it has been raining almost nonstop since Sunday evening (& it's Wednesday). I'm just talking about a little sprinkle here & there; no, I'm talking about the kind of rain that runs parallel with the ground & is going so quickly that you swear God is playing a mean game of Super Soakers & you weren't prepared to arm yourself. Plus, it's near freezing; let's just say I packed up my things to move to the beach about four days ago - still waiting for the offer to come my way.

Rain was always something I really enjoyed until I came to college & had to walk from class to class in it. ha! I still like rainy days from time to time, but it's seriously getting to be a little much - four days in a row? Come on now. I probably just am feeling negative 'cause I am so stressed over homework & other of life's happenings, but that's to be expected. My latest stress? Internships. That's right, I'm a junior in college - okay breath - that's right a junior in COLLEGE. Wasn't it just last week I was a junior in high school? Apparently not. Once I get past this whole internship thing then I need to look into applying to SLU's law school. Yeah, we're going to save that 'til next year. I refuse to stress over that now - although I've already started if I'm honest. ha! Anyway, I hate to have this be a useless blog about complaining about the stress in my life since I'm still extremely blessed so I'll be done.

On the bright side: going to see New Moon Saturday - I'm too old for this midnight showing crap, The Blind Side comes out Friday, I have a fantastic boyfriend & friends, I'm blessed to know a God who loves me & forgives me, Diet Pepsi is making a comeback, my face is no longer breaking up (extreme bight side), I have found a new love for FRIENDS & The Office, Grey's Anatomy is new tomorrow, FLYLEAF ALBUM!, going back to work next Wednesday, rocked our OB presentation today, finished my paper for CS, & lived to see another day.

Yeah, life's doing pretty good.

Until Something Truly Revolutionary,
Jenye

11-03-2009; hello, halfway through the semester.

Well, obviously blogging has not been on the top of my to-do-list recently since it's been at least two months since my last post. School is definitely in full swing & it can slow down at ant time & I'd be perfectly okay with that. Been a pretty productive semester so far - well, I think. I've managed to get two different social events off the ground, one business event (kind of) off the ground, manage classes, and work at the business office. I'm really enjoying the semester, but this is by far the most stressed I've been in awhile.
I always start out updating a blog thinking I'm going to get this big huge gushing thing off my chest & then I realize I really don't have that much to gush about. I'm sure I could complain about my tiny problems, but that would be pretty pathetic since God has blessed me with so much & I have basically signed on to do everything that I'm doing right now.
Christmas is fast approaching & that means I get to make a Christmas list! And who doesn't love that?

Another pair of Uggs :)


Nikon 5000, yes please!


North Face jacket


Jessica Simpson coat


Chocolate Lab! I would probably cry if I really got one.

Until Something Truly Revolutionary,
Jenye

08-07-2009; Okay so about this twice a week thing...

Well, apparently I was joking about this whole blogging twice a week thing, but I promise I've been doing pretty well on the other stuff! Um, lets see I haven't really gotten into shape, but you know what? I think I've finally learned to enjoy who I am what I look like. I'm never going to be a size zero & I'm okay with that. I'm pretty okay with that. I think I've decided I want to be toned, I'm not too worried about the weight thing. Plus, I have to take PE this semester which forces me to workout - definitely the butt kicking that I need.

Okay, as far as my other goals go I've done pretty well with them. I've read thirteen books, so I've gone over that goal - yay! Jon & I have an devotional book that we are super excited about. I've learned it's a lot of fun to get to know God with him - with laugh & have a great time just talking about our own spiritual walks & what we want form our relationship. It's cheesy, but I love it & that's really all I can say about it.

I head back to school in just over a week & I'm more than ready. I love my job at American Eagle, but I'm so excited to be out of there & to enjoy normal hours again, ha! Basically life is good & I can't complain. There are things that I'm putting into question lately, but I'm not one to place my problems on a website - that's just asking for more problems. Problems will always be there & irritations will always be there, but I'll take them 'cause that means I get to live this life I lead & that okay.

Oh! Did I tell you I get to see Brad Paisley & Dierks Bentley tommorrow night? Yep, that would be thanks to my baby <3

Until something truly revolutionary happens
Jenye

06-14-09; A Lifetime of Photos

I know, lame title, right? Well, it's a lazy Sunday afternoon & I feel like blogging - but since I really don't have much to blog about I figured I'd find some pretty sweet pictures stocked up on my computer & put them on here. I've also decided to make a little game out of it & put a song with each picture that describes the picture for me. Yeah, that's how cool I am (& bored). :]

This is basically our relationship in a nutshell & I love every moment of it. It's simple, fun, & everything I could ever ask for. Cheesy, right? Don't even care. :]

1, 2, 3, 4

Plain White T's

Give me more lovin' from the very start.

Piece me back together when I fall apart.

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.

Best I've ever had, I'm so glad I found you.

She hates getting her picture taken, but I love this picture more than she'll ever know. It was taken on my first time over after moving to college. Love her.

Time After Time

Cyndi Lauper

If you're lost you can look & you will find me.

Time after time.

If you fall I will catch you.

I'll always be waiting.

Time after time.

Ha! These girls are just the best, like for real. We have way too much fun. Between all of us we could probably solve all the world's problems if they would just listen long enough - 'cause we have a lot to say inbetween the actual answers to the problems.

I Love College

Asher Roth (like I could pick anything else for these ladies)

So fill up my cup, lets get muffed up.

I'm next on the table, who want what?

I am champion at beer pong.

Alan Iverson, Hakeem Olajuwon.

Hey buddy. I miss you & that started way before Arizona became where you lay your hat.

The Great Escape

Boys Like Girls

Tonight will change our lives.

It's so good to be by your side, but we'll cry.

We won't give up the fight.

We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs

& they'll think it's just 'cause we're young.

And we'll feel so alive.

Ah, bordom really does have a cause <3>

Until something truly revolutionary happens,

Jenye

06-12-09; Hello, Gorgeous Summer!

Wow, that school year went extremely fast - minus the fact that I was counting down to summer since winter break, but that's beside the point. I would have to say I started the summer with a bang, you know Italy & all was pretty fantastic. I'll have pictures around at some point, but I've been pretty lazy since getting back, which is not good since I have plenty to keep me busy this summer. I figure I'll actually start those things come Monday - I mean it's Friday afterall, you can't start something on a Friday. Ha! Okay, that's not true, but I'm not going to start stuff on Friday.

Okay, so I have some goals for this summer. I always seem to believe summer is my version of New Years. Why? I think it has something to do with the fact that it's so gorgeous outside that it basically inspires you to want to make good changes in your life. Winter around here is just so cold and gloomy that it's hard to do anything but sit around and keep up with your bad habits. That's probably a bit over dramatic, but I can be that way sometime. I figure if I make a list I'll be more likely to stick with it. That's not true, but I hope it'll help me keep accountable with myself and others - not that people actually read this thing. I kind of prefer it that way because I've looked back at some of the things I've wrote & I'm a total drama queen. I get it naturally - you should just meet the women of my family.

ANYWAY! List, okay, here it goes;

1. Get in shape: I say this every summer, and New Year for that matter, but I feel like I can actually stick to it this time. Why? I don't know, but I hope I do.

2. Blog at least once a week: That's probably a bit too much, but I'm hoping it will keep me accountable with my life. I figure if I have to blog about my life every week than I might actually do something interesting. Ha!

3. Get things started for next school year: This isn't a goal, it's a must. I have so much going on next year it's not even funny.

4. Send a Postsecret: It's gotta be a happy one though.

5. Read 12 books: One down & it was amazing!

6. Find a good devotional book for Jon & I: It's difficult to find couple ones that aren't surrounded by the idea of marriage, but we're bound & determined.

This will be updated & I'm sure things will be added. Keep me accountable!

05-13-09; it's time for a new blog!

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Songs:

Opening Credits:
Hallelujah - Paramore
Waking Up:
Here It Goes Again - Ok!Go
First Day At School:
Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have with Her Clothes On - Panic! At The Disco
Falling In love:
I Am Understood? - Relient K
Fight Song:
Everything's Magic - Angels & Airwaves

Breaking Up:
Starts With Goodbye -Carrie Underwood (ha!)
Prom:
This Photograph is Proof (I Know You Know) - Taking Back Sunday <3>Life's OK:
Cell Block Tango - Chicago Soundtrack
Mental Breakdown:
Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
Driving:
Attention- The Academy Is...
Flashback:
Let The Flames Begin - Paramore
Getting Back Together:
Day Dreamin' - Lupe Fiasco 
Wedding:
I Love College - Asher Roth (yeah baby, ha!)
Birth of Child:
Back To California - Sugarcult
Final Battle:
Bruised - Jack's Mannequin 
Death Scene:
I'm Taking You With Me - Relient K (interesting..)
Funeral Song:
Good Life - Kanye West 
End Credits:
I'm So Sick -Flyleaf
After Credits Twist:

Come Me Up - Justin Timberlake ft. Three Six Mafia

01/07/09; Women Of Christ

"A friend loves at all times." - Proverbs 17:17

Gossip is everywhere, mean things being said about someone happen all the time, society even promotes it with television shows and magazines dedicated to it, and we're all guilty of being a part of it in one way or anything, but lately it's been weighing a lot on my heart about how my words really can affect another individual. I know that I personally have fallen victim to gossip and I've always been just another cog in the gossip wheel. Have you ever noticed how we eat gossip up when it's about someone else, but when we hear a poor word about ourselves it's like our whole world as been ripped out from under us? Life sure is funny sometimes. I think that's why I've decided against making New Year's resolutions about losing weight or keeping fit, but instead I've made a resolution not to gossip. It's going to hard, but I know that God wants us, as women of Christ, to love one another and not speak poor of the other.

I live in a dorm and gossip is so rapid in there that it almost makes your head spin and it's getting insane. It's not even the real start of the semester yet and there's already gossip floating around my floor and I'm not saying I'm looking down on those talking about it, because I'm just as guilty of it as they are, but I'm going to try to quit the habit. Of course, I can't stop others, but I can be one less person to join it. I know it's going to be hard and I'll slip from time to time, but thankful God is a God of mercy and he loves his children very much. My grandma and I were talking today and she said that God protects the hearts of those that do not purposely hurt others and I believe that may be the reason that I've been struggling with some issues I have been lately - I've participated in gossip in this past semester when I knew I shouldn't. To those I've spoken about, I apologize, I knew I was hurting you and I didn't care. It was wrong and I know it. I'm sorry, again.

One of the saddest things is that I've heard friends talking about friends and I've even been a part of that. I'm done, I won't do it anymore. God calls us to be above worldly things and when we participate in gossip we are letting Satan take hold of our spirits and play with them in any way he can. God wants us to love one another and even though we may have our differences he wants us to get past it and love, no matter what they've done, who they are.

"Unconditionally love is the hardest thing to do and the greatest thing to feel." ~British Philosopher