12/25/08; Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!

Today I was blessed to hang out with my family and awesome boyfriend and I realized how great my life really is and I really needed a day like this because lately I've kind of had a "poor me" attitude about my life. Honestly I'm not sure why, but I've had the feeling like I don't fit in or that I'm not "popular" enough or that I don't have friends, which are ridiculous things to thin about. I have amazing friends, I fit in with them, and even if I'm not "popular" it's pretty relative thing to think about. Popularity is fleeting and who, or what's, popular today is most likely not going to be popular tomorrow - lets face it. My grandma always tells me that when it comes right down to it all you have is yourself and your family - if you're lucky maybe some close friends, but "when they chips are down it's up to you" and I know she's right. The people that I see on an everyday basis are great, but when it comes down to it they're just out there to survive, much like I am, so I can't blame them for what they're doing, I'm the same way.

Anyway, I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but it's my little Christmas rant - it's always great to get things off your chest when it feels too heavy.

<3

See you next year!

12/16/08; It's Break! Time For Something Fun!

16 Random Facts (stolen off Facebook)

1. my favorite movie is Cruel Intentions
2. i relate most of my life back to a song
3. i'm scared of clowns
4. i let people believe i'm a bad driver, but i'm not
5. i religiously read postsecret.com every sunday, it's part of my day
6. my internship with Comsopolitian magazine is almost a reality (hopefully!)
7. i know he's the one i want to marry, without an ounce of doubt =)
8. high school really was a lot of fun, but it's done, & i'm okay with that
9. lucky was the name of my black cat -apparently something happened to the rest of my sixteen?